alittle update on my life.
this week i went clubbing 3 times.
the 1st one was no choice, but it was good.
2nd one, i wanted to go, but lousy music.
3rd one, went because i cannot leave a girl alone.
average but i met alot of ppl i know.let least 3?

theres this super cute guy in ph
danced with him once a short while but nikki pulled me away :(
so sad.but he is the VIP at ph so i guess i'll see him anytime
cant wait for another mixage event.
music like nicer.

so yes.
so far the parties ive been to, got 4 guys hit on me.
two 16year olds,one 17year old and one 18year.
i didnt know i look soo much like a xmm!
anyway one the 16year old, raynon.
he was my junior from my sec sch..
and yes all the guys like quite ahbeng plus they smoke -.-
he is quite sweet n i do admit i got tiny crush on him.
like ytd, i told him i was n he bought prawn mee n came to my house
gave me shock but quite sweet.
feel guilty that i cant give back what he is willing to gimme
can see he really sincere about me
and i know he will do ANYTHING for me.
but i duno.i like being ard him, but im just not up for it.
i dont feel like having another rs soon and even if i do, it'll definitely be fling
without me knowing.
argh, whats wrong with me.
tired of feeling so scare of committing
i mean why am i so scare of giving my life to another person.
not scare, rather not willing.

sigh, i guess i know why.
i dont wana get tied down.
i wana have the freedom to do what i want.
i dont see the need to commit now.
i mean theres so much in life ive yet to enjoy :)