just to make it clear, nothing happened.
just that i keep thinking of what happened in the past
and i just really frustrated and confused by it..
like i really hate it when ppl just treat friendship like trash
i mean, to give up a friendship for a arguement?
fuck man.to think i actually cared for that idiot last time.
just still damn sad tat he reacted tat way.
i dont know why and but im forever rmbing this shit
and never forgiving him.
as much as i dont want to, my heart says
"fuck care, cause he doesnt give a shit"
argh, hate it.really.


oh wells,
den i thought about what people say abt me that time
like i hang out too much with guys like slut
or something, cant rmb.
i know i got the paper somewhere.
its like comments from other ppl so i can like improve on myself
now i think of it,
i've changed.but i duno if its worth the change.
i mean, i am myself what.
if i have to change so much to be someone they think i shld be..
i might as well dont hang out with them.
i duno luh, i dont wana like lose friends also.
so frustrating.
maybe its my fault that im not really fitting into the grp
maybe its my fault for those arguments to happen


talk to king about all this friendship stuff.
i swear he is a damn good listener.hahaha...
hmph, guess i really dont fit into the group.
i mean different group got different type of ppl,
so i guess i dont clique with them.
i'll just hang in there, till i grad
and see if i wana continue frisbee not.

so excited to see jackie tml :)
9years.haha