sigh.

spend 2days studying on 1 lecture on HBD.

FML, how the hell am i suppose to study for HBD

suck suck sucksssss

im so frustrated.but what can i do?

just suck thumb and study the rest 1st lor.

was suppose to go out n study with gordon n ben

but it was raining so i couldnt leave the hse.

told them i'll meet up later.

when i was abt to leave the hse, gordon said he couldnt come

so whoel thing including movie aft the studying got cancelled.

sians.cant blame anyone other den myself

only if i wasnt lazy n like go look for my small umbrella den we wld be studying alrdy

seriously wished i was smarter

i envy all my classmates, who can like just read n understand wdv crap the lecture is about

maybe im not meant to do science,

but if i dont do science, what do i do?

i fail my marketing module, so i cant possibly do marketing

i suck at math, so i cant possibly do engineering.

wth man, i practically useless..

im definitely not meant to do sports either..

with such a weak body and mentality.

argh.FML

God, why the fuck do i exist?

i dont bring joy to my friends, instead im just a burden

i dont contribute to the society

i dont have any talent.

why?why?